Saturday, 10 December 2011

El Colibrí II - Into great nothingness...

Maloka exterior
We were told the resident shaman, don Eladio, was away from the centre attending his son's graduation.  To take his place, another shaman, Hector, and his younger brother were to preside over the ceremony that evening.  We began at 7pm with the pasajeros settling in to their respective matresses propped up at equdistant locations around the perimeter of the maloka.  Hector and his little brother began by 'clearing the space of bad energy' which consisted of them singing icaros and blowing tobacco smoke.  These guys were tobacco obsessed and were constantly puffing away.  They asked all the pasajeros to smoke a mapacho (natural, untreated tobacco - a bit like a cross between a cigar and cigarette), even the non-smokers, who happily complied.  After reading the Lord's Prayer in Spanish(!?), the ceremony began.

Maloka interior
I drank a cup of the oh-so-tasty ayahuasca the guest shaman had brought with them.  As usual, I sat meditating, awaiting the onset of the medicine.  After half an hour I began to feel very hot, more than anything I'd experienced before.  With sweat pouring from my body I had to remove my shirt before lying down and purging into the handily placed bowl beside my bed.  With such a short time between ingestion and expulsion I began to feel I'd emitted too early as there seemed to be no effects whatsoever.  After a short time I plucked up the courage to go up to the shaman and ask for more.  During some ceremonies the timing of such an act can be tricky as shamans can often be very busy healing, singing, dancing or clearing the space.  However, Hector & Co were so sedentary I wasn't sure they were even still alive.  Truth be told, shamans can be doing an awful lot whilst seemingly doing nothing but I didn't feel that was the case with this duo.  The younger of the brothers kindly agreed to provide me with another cup.  He asked me if I'd like, "Grande?" and placed his hand on a larger, different bottle.  It turns out this was the tried and tested brew the centre normally uses but, thinking he was asking what size drink I'd like I replied, "Lo mismo," - 'the same'.  With a murmer of surprise he poured a draft from the original bottle of ayahuasca which, it transpired, was completely ineffective for all the pasajeros that night.

I spent the rest of the evening meditating and all the mental effects I experienced that night can be attributed to the altered consciousness meditation can create.  Such as feeling the body sink into the earth through the effect of gravity or deep gratitude for friends and family.  So, on the whole a very disappointing first ceremony for all, for which the centre's owners apologised profusely being only too keen to reassure us that subsequent ceremonies would be very different indeed.  

It wasn't a complete let down for everyone, however.  Hector & Co had drunk from the centre's stash of ayahuasca.  They spent the night staggering in and out of the maloka, throwing up in the surrounding vegetation.  I was told that westerners often have a higher tolerance for the medicine that native Peruvians.  It was good to see someone having a strong experience.

El Colibrí I - The Hummingbird...


We were met at our hotel in the morning by Jim Davis, part owner of the Hummingbird - an ayahuasca retreat centre located forty minutes north of Iquitos by motokar.  Max, the resident driver, raced along the only road leaving the city.  As we sped through the claustrophobic streets buildings gradually surrendered to the jungle.  We passed the rural-urban fringe where, due to Peruvian laws concerning squatters' rights, large groups of new houses are being built literally overnight.  Once in place, with sufficient inhabitants, these settlements are nearly impossible to remove.  Urban sprawl is only too alive and well in the Amazon.  We eventually left the tarmac and drove a couple of kilometres down a dirt road to the centre.  We were accompanied on the way by a huge dog, an impressive specimen who kept pace alongside the motokar.  This was Bindi, a beautiful dog and the first of a fine collection of animals living at the Hummingbird.
On arrival, the boys who had been bouncing along with us down the dirt track jumped off.  One of them, Georgie, was a great young lad and the stepson of Jim who'd married his mother, Gina, a year before.  Along with this family, the centre was home to Tracie Thornberry, a wonderful Australian woman and the founder of the centre.  Mark, her brother, was also living there along with Paul Statton, an ex-lecturer in economics who had decided to change career paths completely and now worked in healing people using 'energy'.  In addition there were a team of about eight locals working in the kitchens and gardens, all of whom were friendly and cheerful.  Then there were the volunteers, travellers staying at the centre for a while and working in return for the opportunity to work with ayahuasca on a regular basis.  Liz and Rory, both originally from northern England and Jai, an American with a great sense of humour and amazing flute playing ability.

In addition to the human presence were four dogs; the aforementioned Bindi, the ever-humble Moona, Blankita the burglar alarm and cheeky little Frankie, a tiny dog with enough testosterone to more than handle the overwhelming presence of bitches.  The cat, Joanie, was the long suffering feline presence, not only tormented by the dogs but also by the master tormentor himself, a capuchin monkey called Flloyd.  Flloyd had arrived at the centre when a vet, who was raising him after his mother had been killed by hunters, decided a city apartment was no place for a monkey and asked if he could live at the Hummingbird.  Instantly charming, his boisterous antics were a source of non-stop entertainment.  Every day we would return to our room to find our belongings strewn everywhere.  Toilet paper hanging from hooks, chewed-open packets of painkillers and disappeared semi-precious stones.  During our first night we had lain down to sleep when I heard something jump on the mosquito net.  Terrified it was the big, brown, deadly spider we'd heard about I nervously poked the small lump above us.  The little trill we heard told us Flloyd had come to visit.  When I tried to get him down he clung to my arm and refused to let go for over half an hour.  Eventually he urinated on me before scampering off.  Never have I met such a playful, naughty little animal.  Brilliant.

We were referred to as 'clients' or, my preferred term, 'pasajeros'.  As well as myself, the other 'passengers' included my better half and a Scandinavian couple - Asger from Denmark and Kristen from Norway.  Although the two of us had drunk ayahuasca before it was their first time.  However, they'd done their research and, as a result, had an outlook of eager anticipation combined with a little respectful nervousness.  Spot on.

The facilities at the Hummingbird suited me fine.  There were buildings for the workers and volunteers at one end of the site.  In the centre was a large house which could sleep thirteen upstairs with an open plan dining/living/relaxing space.  A large area of decking overlooking a lake and the forest completed this building - the hub of activity.  Nearby were outside areas for relaxing including a picnic table and hammock shelter.  Two other large houses were close by used by the owners, Tracie and Jim.  Sanitation was in the form of compost toilets which were really well maintained, with human waste being turned into humanure for the attractive gardens and growing plots.  A water tower was filled daily using a generator and prodvided fresh water from a natural source for washing in the shower blocks.  Finally, and most impressive, was the maloka.  A circular ceremonial space which could hold up to seventeen pasajeros on any given night.  It's floor and lower walls were wooden with mesh windows to let in light and keep out bugs.  The roof was a clever construction which resembled a spider's web.  Quite a building!  Further into the jungle were trails that led to tambos, isolated huts used to give people the quiet time they needed.  The whole place was, in effect, without electricity - except the small, intermittent supply from the generator.  Oil lamps were used in the darkness and the natural rhythm of day and night were more apparent.  Stars aplenty glittered across the firmament whilst the dusk orchestral chorus of frogs, birds, insects and mammals soothed us all into early sleep.


Paddington goes underground...


Iquitos - the largest settlement on the planet into which everything must be imported by air or boat, including me.  More on this enticing city later, for now I've booked myself onto a 14 day programme incorporating a variety of practices with ayahuasca as the central theme.  No doubt there'll be a flurry of blog entries on my return.  Until then, I hope you enjoy advent and connect with as many folks as you care to over mince pies, mulled wine and long walks in the snow!  Hasta dos semanas...

Thursday, 8 December 2011

Gracias a Pachamama...

This short film sums up Andean spirituality nicely.  As my time in the mountains draws to a close for now, I post it here as thanks to Pachamama for allowing me safe passage in these stunning lands.


Wednesday, 7 December 2011

Elvis lives, we leave the building...

Back on the mainland we headed out for pizza, guacamole, wine and everything else which is inaccessible on the Isla del Sol.  This included Copacabana's entry into the Elvis lookalike competition.  The King is clearly not dead when he's playing music to gringoes at a volume which precludes conversation entirely.  Although you'd never guess from the picture, he was a good laugh in reality - well, some kind of Bolivian Graceland reality.  We danced with Elvis and his long-suffering employer until we were the last standing (only a disappointing 11:30).

The next day we headed back to Peru by bus.  The day before we had been offered the standard service for 95 Bolivianos (about £9.50).   Deciding we'd like to rest on the journey, we asked for the more luxurious option of a Transela bus.  We were charged 5 Bolivianos more and assured the buses would be of the highest quality.  Naturally this was not the case the morning afterwards, with our vendor nowhere to be seen.  However, being connned now and then is part of life on the road.  And I particularly admired this fella who charged us extra just to feel as though we would be on luxury buses when, in reality, they were exactly the same.  We smiled as we climbed into our rather dirty seats and settled into the 12 hour journey back to Cusco.  Even the extremely violent Peruvian war film didn't dampen our spirits as we were subjected to images of children being shot at full volume.  The giant bottle of Cusqueña at the border couldn't help as the time to purify had arrived.  A whole list of no-nos needed to be adhered to from this point onwards.  Madre Ayahuasca's time was approaching.